Am I depressed? 6week/7week Postpartum Update

I am exactly 6weeks postpartum today sitting on my couch puffing on my CBD oil vape pen trying to decide if I’m depressed or not.


Thats how many placenta pills I have left. I just took one an hour ago but before then it’d been over 24 hours. Maybe I need to bring my dose back up to one a day but I’m afraid. Afraid of what will happen when they run out and how I’ll feel. Probably something like this…ironic. Prematurely creating my fear in attempts to prolong it from happening.