Welcome to my happy hippie misadventures of self discovery in artistry, marriage and motherhood merrily carrying the baggage of mental health and an autoimmune disease. I promise to keep things interesting and almost always look damn good while doing it. BTW my baby ruins lives and you'll hate me for my husband. 

Epsom Salt Thoughts - Nov. 26th, 2016



The water is too hot but I'm not doing this to relax, I'm trying to melt the tension in my joints. Epsom salt. Dream home nonnegotiables- epic soaking tub. Maybe just a salt water hot tub. Both.  


Rowan is learning to talk and smiling so much. He likes books. I am going to, want to, read to him more. Maybe we'll do Cursed Child together.  


I want a travel alter and when I come a new place I set up a safe space. The massage room here works great. Or the workout space. Anywhere I can be alone. With magic rocks and oils and cards. Candles, icons and a comfy seat. Probably any alter cloth. I would also like a singing bowl.  


I cant decide between another cup or coffee or another Shakeo. Maybe a vanilla latte Shakeo would answer all my desires. Cashew milk, ice, cold espresso or coffee, almond extract, pumpkin spice, vanilla Shakeo, blended. fuck yes. 


Four more monutes I have to keep writing; I'm committed to 30 mins everyday and we'll do that for a week and check in. I fell off the wagon but it's because I wasn't riding on the right bus. I tried to start and do my same journey over but being a d different person with different struggles requires a new, different strategy. 


I have to start with the food before I can move to working out. I want to do the ultimate reset but can't while breastfeeding. There are things I feel like I need to be doing for myself right now but that means sacrificing feeding him from my body anymore. We could try to reset...maybe I need to research more. Yes, THAT. 


Pne minute to go and my waters getting cold. time to watch Sausage Party. 

First Day Back at Work - Nov. 28th, 2016

First Day Back at Work - Nov. 28th, 2016

Friendsgiving Day - November 26, 2016