Welcome to my happy hippie misadventures of self discovery in artistry, marriage and motherhood merrily carrying the baggage of mental health and an autoimmune disease. I promise to keep things interesting and almost always look damn good while doing it. BTW my baby ruins lives and you'll hate me for my husband. 

Done is Better than Perfect - 2 Day Post Detox

I feel like there is a before the Reset and after the Reset in my life now. 

This is a definitive line of change. 

One where I put my body and showing up for my health very first. Showing up for my authentic self fully and presently. Not putting off the kind of actions I need to be doing to be her for when I feel worthy of them. I am worthy of the care, time and effort now, I just have to believe in that. 

I have been eating a little cheese the last two days. Its the thing I missed the most. I also did that on the days I got a cold so right now I don't feel great but I can't be certain that trigger. I am going to spot with the cheese tomorrow. Now. I will stop now. 

Right now I am at a rock bottom base camp; like the tent village at the bottom of Everest. I have so much work to do from here but it's my life's quest. I have done so much already, conquered so many mountains. This is just one more on the list. This is for sure a last stand in so many ways. Demons are being killed off left and right. 

If you wake up on Friday morning stoked to get a break, your shit is broken. 

Done is better than perfect. Welcome to the inside of my mess and sleep deprived mom magic mutterings. 

nigh night. 

No Doggie Style - Fixing my Broken Back

Day 20 - Sit Down and Write/Getting Back My Fight