Welcome to my happy hippie misadventures of self discovery in artistry, marriage and motherhood merrily carrying the baggage of mental health and an autoimmune disease. I promise to keep things interesting and almost always look damn good while doing it. BTW my baby ruins lives and you'll hate me for my husband. 

Blogging Everyday - All In or You're Wasting It

May 22nd, 2017 12:13am - in bed with Nic breathing deeply and rolling in his sleep next to me.


I watched a video of Seth Godan today. I didn't know his name until his video interview with Marie Forleo popped up as next in que but I have his book, Tribes, on my shelf. He's one of the original bloggers. He's been posting DAILY since 1990. 

Thats the year my little brother was born. This dude has been daily sharing his life and growth consistently long enough for a human to go from drooling nothingness in his home state of Idaho to living in San Fransisco and working at a tech company. That's some next level shit. 

He talked about it being one of the five best decisions he's ever made; not even from a business standpoint but a living life place. When asked for one piece of advice is was to write and share everyday. To let go of the idea of writers block and trust that your mouth never runs out of words to say to just treat it that way. 


Seemed pretty simple when he put it that way.  


So here I am doing the thing he said. Even if it's a two liner on living In sharing it's enough for me. 


I had a really great laid back day. Most noteably- made some big changes in counseling. I've been going weekly since the middle of January 2017, sometimes more if necessary. As of this Monday, I will be going biweekly. That feels amazing. 


I just don't need to be there as frequently. I have done some major, belief altering, deep seeded healing. I'm surprised by how quickly I've been able to create PTSD reprogramming and rewriting. The fact that people stay away from the process for fear of what they may experience is disheartening. It's such a freeing feeling. 


Now, I'm ready to be sleeping. I've been processing downloads and doing spiritual work while I'm dreaming. It's bringing in a whole new level of meaning.  

Hometown Beliefs & Fuck Back Pain

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