Welcome to my happy hippie misadventures of self discovery in artistry, marriage and motherhood merrily carrying the baggage of mental health and an autoimmune disease. I promise to keep things interesting and almost always look damn good while doing it. BTW my baby ruins lives and you'll hate me for my husband. 

#34weeks4days & Gifted Memories

I felt the first rain today. 

The first time water fell from the sky cleansing Mother Earth her scars from exploding into the ether.  

It lasted less then 4 seconds but in those moments I was infinite. I was the rain. I was the cleansing. 


It it was a gift.  

An understanding.  


Now, do you see?  

I am everything.

I am nothing.


I almost had my baby today. Kate brought Rick Simpson Oil and was able to relieve Body to stop labor happening. It very much wasn’t a false thing but a shift set in motion by my aggressive releasing and blue blood moon energy.  

Kate says she felt an urgency, that baby came to her while driving and introduced himself formally as sunlight flaring through the clouds. She says she felt such a pull she couldn’t stop to pee, just went to get my medication all the way in Washington and brought it straight to me. He told her he would wait. I felt like there was no stopping the trains once it started moving but it brought me back to grounding.  


No baby today. Thankfully. 


Im ready for sleep. Finally.  


Blood Blue Full Super Moon Eclipse Vibing

31weeks & Feeling Ready

31weeks & Feeling Ready